I weigh how much??

Yeah so went to the Dr.s last week for a followup on my chest pains since they hadn't gone away. It was definitely a sports injury from being cross checked and now he says the pain might never go away. My cartiledge was wrecked in my sternum and it doesn't heal well or at all. Then I had him take a look at my finger, which I smashed on a metal edge while unplugging equipment. Yeah that's getting xrayed because there is something solid in there. Doesn't hurt unless I hit it against something.

Life changes again. Still have my friends and now that I finally gave in and created a myspace account I found some of my old friends from HS that I lost. Now I just have to get my health back; I just spent 11 hours sleeping which I _never_ do but my body was shutting down from stress and work. Lost weight as always, stopped eating like I am supposed to and dropped down to 155ish again. Not quite as bad as the summer of 98 when I went down to 145 at 6'3". But not good at all.

One day and one meal at a time. I have to be careful to make sure I eat enough do I don't have a seizure like a co-workers husband who has the same metabolism etc as I do. *crosses fingers*